Sunday, 16 November 2025

The Fixer (night of 15/11/2025)

 I am with Em, at some sort of heavy metal festival  looking across a grassy path. A group of metallers before a stage. A busy but friendly atmosphere. I come across a marquee in which there is a record stall. There is a sign that says 'lots of bargains!'. I flip through the records but cannot find anything interesting. I do come across an And Also The Trees bootleg of their early songs - I am unsure if it is a live recording or not. Do I want an And Also The Trees bootleg anyway! I see that there are two songs I have not heard before - I think one of them is called 'The Fixer'. The cover is grotesque - different images - square shaped - forming a kind of collage. There are people sucking grotesque cocks. It is meant to be shocking. I am reassured to know though that the cocks in the images are models made of plasticine.

I am in the hallway of a house comprised of different flats. The hallway is large - wooden interiors? I am there with Beth and two other people. This is the first time we have talked since splitting up four years ago. She says we have both changed, saying that we were a lot more 'fronty' then - this is some reference to her hair, which has changed; shorter, and sticks up more at the front.

I am in a room removing clothes from boxes / piles of magazines. I am thinking of writing an essay about 'lesbian feminism' (?) A feeling of glee. Am I qualified to write about lesbian feminism though?

Though the above three segments seem like they came from different dreams - and may well have done - when I woke they all seemed to come from. The same dream so have written them up as such here.

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