Rescuing Pigs (night of 28/11/2025)

 I am a passenger in a car being driven by Mum. As we are about to drive away, two small pig run up to the front of the car. They are terrified. It is important to save these tiny pigs. I open the door to let them in. They are in my lap. One of the pigs is pregnant.

Women Lock Themselves In My Room (night of 28/11/2025)

 A group of young women have locked themselves in my room. This is a good natured practical joke. I am stood outside the locked door of my room. I decide I will put my own key in the lock to stop them getting out - another good natured practical joke. The lock is at the bottom of the door. I put my key in so they cannot put their own key in.

To my right is another room. On the wall is done kind of inspirational quotes on a poster that says something like 'if you think your life is bad, imagine being in the world of Blake's Seven'

Pub Gig With Floor Drain (night of 28/11/2025)

 In a small pub in Worcester, near the main bridge. The pub holds gigs. The floor is sloped and I nearly slip down into a drain on the floor, but an saved by a rough builder type. Trying to explain what happened to someone - trying to explain where the pub is. Is the pub called The Pig and Firkin? Is Emily in the dream?

Watkins Books (night of 27/11/2025)

 I am in Watkins Books deciding what to buy - a book on the tarot? A book on feminine mysticism? It is hard to decide. I do not want to buy the wrong book. One of the books is square shaped. There are two young men working there. One goes in front of the books I want to look at. I do not want my book choice to make me appear like I do not know what I am talking about.

A Jovial Darth Vader (evening of 21/11/2025)

 I am, somehow, friends with Darth Vader. He is joking with me about The Emperor, how he prefers the old version. The Emperor changes from tine to time. Instead of a figure, The Emperor is done kind of giant face at the end of a corridor, rather like Zoltar's boss in Battle of the Planets. I am working for them, though neither seems particularly evil. I am in the Death Star, walking down a corridor. I may just have been into The Emperor's room. Darth Vader calls back to me to enjoy my holidays, as I have deserved it as I gave worked so hard.

Overheard Work Conversation (night of 18/11/2025)

 I am heading back into the call centre and walking through the warehouse. I hear Kady talking to Zoe, of how moving in with her boyfriend Rio is going well (Is there something to do with her mother, and a tine frame of 3 - 4 months?) For once, I am not jk ealoys at my lack of relationship success, but visualise an explosion in space instead. I do this in conjunction with throwing my plastic cup of coffee from hand to hand. Am I visualising an explosion of a meteor? I do this all as a form of positive visualisation. I change the colour of the explosion from yellow to white - like a moon exploding.

Waiting for Delia (night of 20/11/2025)

 I am at a train station waiting to meet Delia for the first time. Someone else is with me. I am nervous. The train station reminds me of Brighton station. I watch people get off the trains. An Asian woman - is this her? I know she said her ancestors were Phillipino. No, this is not her. There is a feeling that this has all got out of hand.

A Pint of Medusa (night of 17/11/2025)

 I am in a town I do not know in waking life. We go to a pub - the bar area looks like it is outside. I decide to go for a pint of beer called a Medusa - this is 7%. Some concerns about being too drunk. The batman asks me if I want a short. I decline.

We sit down at a table with others, including Caroline, my uncle:s wife from 40 years ago. I ask her how old she is so I'm and then say that me and the other person are closer to her age than we are to the others.

Flicking through a comic strip I have written of when I went to see Death In June. Pencil drawings of Douglas P inked in. I prefer the original pencil drawing.

The Fixer (night of 15/11/2025)

 I am with Em, at some sort of heavy metal festival  looking across a grassy path. A group of metallers before a stage. A busy but friendly atmosphere. I come across a marquee in which there is a record stall. There is a sign that says 'lots of bargains!'. I flip through the records but cannot find anything interesting. I do come across an And Also The Trees bootleg of their early songs - I am unsure if it is a live recording or not. Do I want an And Also The Trees bootleg anyway! I see that there are two songs I have not heard before - I think one of them is called 'The Fixer'. The cover is grotesque - different images - square shaped - forming a kind of collage. There are people sucking grotesque cocks. It is meant to be shocking. I am reassured to know though that the cocks in the images are models made of plasticine.

I am in the hallway of a house comprised of different flats. The hallway is large - wooden interiors? I am there with Beth and two other people. This is the first time we have talked since splitting up four years ago. She says we have both changed, saying that we were a lot more 'fronty' then - this is some reference to her hair, which has changed; shorter, and sticks up more at the front.

I am in a room removing clothes from boxes / piles of magazines. I am thinking of writing an essay about 'lesbian feminism' (?) A feeling of glee. Am I qualified to write about lesbian feminism though?

Though the above three segments seem like they came from different dreams - and may well have done - when I woke they all seemed to come from. The same dream so have written them up as such here.

The Darkroom (night of 13/11/2025)

 In a photography darkroom. I want to take a photo of my shadow or image against a grey wall. This will be interesting - to see all the details. Strange lights shining on the grey wall.

Romantic Explanations (night of 12/11/2025)

 I am explaining to people at work what everyone looks for in a partner - someone you fancy and that you are compatible with -  ' there would be no point if they lived in Scotland'. Cat and Stu agree with me. An image of a street, and a flock of birds, like seagulls. 

Fragments (night of 09/11/2025)

1) Talking with Joe Bird in the street - maybe with someone else. I ask him how Sophie, his girlfriend is. Either Joe or the other person, tells me she died last week. Shock. Should I have know?

2) Trying to clean ink of the carpet. 

3) Something to doi with the numbers 34 and 37 - perhaps these are peoples' ages?

Newsagent Narcotics (night 03/11/2025)

 A local shop is selling psychedelic opiates. A chilled out older hippy runs it along with another man. There is a very relaxed feeling in this newsagent of narcotics. I do not want to buy any drugs. A line of pills is £15. I give the man a tenner for two strips - slightly different looking pills. The drugs are promised to give me a chilled out time.

Back at a flat I share with another man - maybe Mark? I cannot find the pills in my pocket. There is some concerns over this, but I managed to find them again. 

Violet-Blue Sex (night of 3/11/2025)

 I am with a woman I am seeing. She wants to have sex with me before she joins the navy (?). A skyscraper - night sky - violet-blue. Couplings in the dark. She wants to have sex in the countryside. An image of a summer's day, green fields - perhaps this is at a golf club? She wants to do this now. I suggest tomorrow. I am worried about the entrance fee - then realise there is nothing to worry about 

(Possibly in this dream) A discussion about a children's book. How the climax came too early - something to do with the main character hearing voices.

Aunt Mary? Mark?

Witch- Woman in the Living Room (night of 3/11/2025)

 The witch- woman is waiting for me in the living room. She will teach me magic if I kneel before her and kiss her feet. I hurry to the living room. She is not there. This does not matter if I go through the act of kissing her feet. There is a larger space than waking life between the sofa and washing machine.

Buried Cathedral (night of 02/11/2025)

 I am walking down the stairs in some kind of educational building / college. I go to the bottom level, and discover it is some kind of gym. I am momentarily alarmed - there is nothing here for me. I become concerned that people will see me in a section that is not meant for me. I am aware of people walking close behind me.

I see an entrance to the outside. Perhaps I can get back to my usual levels this way? I go outside. Grey skies. I am in the grounds of some kind of burial site for a cathedral or huge chapel. Grassy slopes. I cannot see a way back up to the other levels.

I am joined by a man whom I want to ask if his name is Matthew Copley or Copsley. Somewhere in these grounds is something of joyful supernatural mystery. I look down from a path and into a field. I see as woman down there, her skin a bronze colour, walk under a tree.

The pathway we are on leads into some of the remnants of the chapel / cathedral. A group of teenagers on bikes ride out and say something about the heart of the mystery, how it will keep us warm. I am eager to investigate this.

Somehow I get distracted by a gift shop on the site. Many areas of the gift shop are chained off. I see red ledgers in these chained off sections. There appears to be books for sale. I pick up a hardback copy of a white book called 'Three Chord Thrash'. It is the autobiography of someone who sued to drum for anarcho punk bands back in the 1980s, but then went on to play for The Dandy Warhols.

Rodrick (?) is there as well. He has found a book that looks similar but is called 'Amnesiac'

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Skulls (night of 31/10/2025)

 Skulls painted white. Sone kind of display on a wall - centuries old - possibly a church or vault? Trying to take a photo of them. With someone else?