Waiting For A Play To Begin (night of 24/06/2019)

Waiting for a stage-play to begin. It seems to be some kind of college or amateur production rather than a professional outing. The cast seem to be composed of women I work with. I see Ellie, who now looks even more like Edward now she has cut her hair. I wait for them to begin, slightly nervous. I think how glad I am that I am  not on stage, with my penchant for laughing and giggling inappropriately. I feel oddly physically uncomfortable too, slightly sick.