Going Out With A Transgender Woman (night of 26/05/2019)

A dark room - reminiscent of Malta. I have asked out a transgender woman, who resembles Yaz from work. We are now going out with each other. She is beautiful and silent. She moves about the darkened room. I do not know how to speak to her - what I should say. I realize I must tell her how I feel - even if we are seeing each other. I am reminded of Kirsten, my first girlfriend of school - I didn't know how to talk to her either. It suddenly strikes me that this woman is Matt's girlfriend. I am horrified. How could I accidentally have ended up seeing a friend's girlfriend?