Joining S.H.A.D.O (night of 27/09.2023)

 I am at work - or a work place that seems physically different to waking work. Standing in some corridor outside of a door - possibly to a lift. Barbara is there looking younger than in waking life. she is working for SHADO - the organisation dedicated to fighting an extraterrestrial invasion in 1970s sci-fi show UFO. Or possible the fraud department where I do work in waking life, This is unclear. I am invited to join SHADO. She says that I will not be the queen to her king - meaning that I will not be on the same level as her. I am pleased to be joining this secret organisation.

Sleeping Through The Alarm (night of 25/09/2023)

I am lying in bed and realise that sunlight is coming through the window. It should be dark when my alarm goes off. I check the time and to my horror realise I have slept through my alarm. It is something like 8:20am - I actually should have started my shift.

I am outside. there are other people about. Some kind of housing estate - perhaps in St Johns? My parent smight be there too. I hope someone will give me a lift to work. I talk about catching a taxi - but do I have a taci company number. the phone number 01905 345 345 vcomes to mind. There may be some kind of barbeque going on. Grassy front lawns and red brick walls. A man with long hair asks if I can make him a coffee. He has mistaken me for some kind of barista working there. I tell him that I do noit owrk there. He apologsies, but in a slightly aggresive manner.

Back Of The House Energy (night of 25/09/2023)

I am in America with my cousin James. He has moved into a new house. We are in a room at the back of the house. A grey, autumnal room - feeling both haunted and cosy. I talk with people about houses having 'back of the house' energy and 'front of the house' energy. This means that rooms at the back and the front have different feelings to them - rooms at the back of the house have a more insular, introspective feeling. Rooms at the front of the house are brighter and more extrovert.

Walking through some kind of shopping mall with James. He moves quickly, and I find it difficult to keep up with him. I lose him in the basement level of some kind of bookstore selling fanzines. I am sure that I will catch up with him. i hope I do anyway.

I cannot believe I am in America. I think about James's old house - he ha smoved from Portland to somewhere like Washington. It would be impossible to pop over to his old hosue as America is so large.

Reassuring Jodie Whittaker (night of 24/09/2023)

 I am looking at a stall of magazines and fanzines, flipping through one. I look to my right and am surprised to see the actress Jodie Whittaker standing there. She is taller than I thought she would be. I thank her for all she has done for Doctor Who - I am eager to reassure her, as I know her tenure playing the doctor attracted criticism. She gestures towards the fanzine I am flipping through. There is an interview with her in it - she may have signed it too. I look at the price - it is something like £146. Tooe xpensive for me to buy.