Tuesday, 19 December 2017

Ex-Boyfriend On A Date (Night of 19/12/2017)

I am on a date in a restaurant, as part of the television programme First Dates - though I don't remember any cameras - perhaps it is some kind of rehearsal. It is - at least - the second date with this woman - unknown to me in waking life, but in the dream she had blonde hair. I look out of the window to see her ex-boyfriend 'Drory' coming along. Drory is still in love with her - he ruined the first date for us. It is uncertain whether or nor my date still has feelings for Drory has she does not speak a word at all. Drory comes to our table. I am very angry with the whole situation and tell my date that though I like her, there is no chemistry and it is not working out. It is unsure what she think of this.

***

It is late at night. I am walking along New Church Road with Nick and someone else (?). Nick is showing off and is showing us 'the most relaxed way to ride a bike' which involves doing some ridiculous wheelie. A group of burly working class lads are not impressed by Nick and surround him - one of them punches him. This is getting out of hand. I have become involved in some kind of ridiculous street brawl. I go into an opticians which is still open. Future British Prime Minister Jeremy Corbyn is looking at some frames. I tell him there is some kind of fracas outside. By the time we get outside, the brouhaha is calming down. I am walking alongside Jeremy Corbyn discussing politics. He tells me that he would like to win 'at least one election'. I tell him that he is really the current prime minister as everyone likes him 'better than the one they elected'.

Monday, 18 December 2017

Bad Canteen Experience (Night of 18/12/2017)

I am at a university canteen - presumably Worcester, but it looks more like a cross between both my secondary schools I attended, Abbotsfield Comprehensive and Forres Academy. It is nearly the end of lunch and I decide I am hungry / thirsty. Outside the canteen I stop to talk to Lanx. He has scruffy long hair. I ask him if he is okay having his drink spiked with hallucinogens the other night. I enter the canteen. I get myself a coffee and some other food and go to pay for it. Should I pay for my coffee or where I got the coffee from? Is there a separate pay-point for drinks? The girl who takes my money seems to be having a lot of problems - my change rolls onto the floor. She reaches into her pocket for other coins in a flirtatious way. I just want to pay for my drinks and food. A rugby type stands next to me and starts ordering a curry for his girlfriend. He doesn't know what she wants but says that 'a 'shikwar' will be fine'. His very presence is driving me mad. Lunchtime is nearly over.
(A vague memory in this dream of a stall selling bangles, and a woman called Owl)

***

The end of a long dream of which I can't remember anything else now. Looking into a large room like the interior of a church. This room is at the top of a building. People moving about. Upon waking the line 'like a cartoon version of a cathedral' is the way I describe it to myself in the hopes that I would remember the rest of my dream, which failed.

Something Wrong With The Plumbing (Night of 17/12/2017)

I am in the flat. I enter the bathroom, and am surprised to see the bath is full of water. Have I forgotten to take the plug out? No... The plus is taken not in the plughole. Why isn't it draining? There must be something wrong with the plumbing... I turn on the taps on the kitchen sink to see if they work. They don't - just a deep clattering from inside the pipes. Then there is a 'glop!' sound - and falling from the tap onto the surface of the sink is a perfectly round globule of some thick clear substance. Is this some scum from inside of the taps or is it some piece of plastic lining from the tap itself. I prod it gingerly. I do not know.
The flat is different to the waking flat. There is a wide landing area - spacious and bright. I am looking at this one day and think that I should move some of the stuff from my room - which is quite cramped - to out here. Give me more space. I am surprised to learn that there is another bookcase out here I had forgotten about - I am pleased to see that - among other things - there is a full set of the Pan Books Of Horror Stories on the shelves. I had forgotten about these.

(Was there a dog in this dream at some point?)

Sunday, 17 December 2017

33 Woodstock Drive Is Lost (Night of 16/12/2017)

I am in the house next door to 33 Woodstock Drive. In the dream, it belongs to Tom L who I work with. There are a number of people about in the house - it has the feel of a small social gathering. I put my hand against the living room wall - on the other side is my old living room. I think about all the things in the past that have taken place there. I feel strangely exiled from it all now.
I ask Tom L to show me the garden, but I really want to use this to see the back garden of 33 - at the extension that has been put onto the house and how it has changed. He gives me his assent, and I rush out into the garden.
There isn't a garden - not really - there are more houses - mud and space. I realize I have walked too far. I need to get back - but how? I cannot find 33 Woodstock Drive again - surely it should be easy - I haven't walked that far... but no, it is lost.

Tuesday, 12 December 2017

The Interior In The Spinney (Night of 12/12/2017)

Walking through hilly countryside - farming land - with someone. I can't remember who. A friend? My sister? It has the feel of the last day - or days - of a holiday. We are walking along a small path - to our right the countryside stretches out. I see a cluster of trees in the centre of a field. There is something about this that looks primordial - trees hunched over like the carapace of an insect. I explain to my dream-companion that this spinney ('a clump of trees in the middle of a field') must be explored. She expresses some fear at this idea - it is in the middle of a farmers field after all. I am initially concerned too but then I see other people heading into the spinney - a family outing, a couple on bikes.
This puts both our minds at rest.
Looking closely at the field, I see that it is not being used for crops - but nor does it seem to lie fallow either. A thin layer of green mud - like the residue on a dried out pool - covers the earth.
The path suddenly seems to take us straight into the trees.
'It's suddenly got dark very quick!' I say, looking above me at the towering trunks of pine trees - their branches blocking out all the light.
Suddenly we are in an interior of some kind - an interior inside the spinney. It looks like some vast log cabin - very exciting. There is a grandfather clock and numerous rooms. I turn to my dream-companion and start making plans for taking selfies.
In one room a teacher is speaking to a class of students, sat cross-legged on the floor.
It is a shame it is not quieter, I think. There are far too many people around.

Monday, 11 December 2017

Indoor Festival (Night of 10/12/2017)

An indoor festival in some large indoor arena. There is a way to get into this festival for free - or at least cheaply. Heather knows how to do this. I am unsure. I am seated with other people ar a table in some kind of hall outside the entrance to the festival proper. It is busy and crowded.
Talking with Heather about how to get in. Is it free? No, it turns out it will not be free, but will cost just £6. This is acceptable to me.
Heather must go into the festival first - then I must join her half an hour later. I look over to the turnstiles that are the entrance to the festival. Heather is undressed and naked. Security guards surround her. This is the way to enter the festival. Heather's naked body is attractive.
I am unsure whether I want to go to the festival anyway. It will be too noisy and too full of people.

Saturday, 9 December 2017

Coming In From The Distance (night of 08/12/2017)

A room I am living in. It is night. The room is part of a house - a ground floor room with low windows running alongside one wall. My bed is pushed against these windows. An image of it at night - I am looking from a distance at this room - as if I have just entered the room from a distant door. I am concerned that my room is unsafe from outside forces. I am unsure now whether these forces are supernatural or merely criminal in origin. Are the windows safe? This is where the threat will get inside.

***

At the old petrol station on Old Shoreham Road. I think I am there with Charles H. It is night-time. We are looking into the distance - over the horizon is a red and dramatic dash of sunset. Why is there still traces of day left in the depths of the night? Perhaps it is something to do with the time of year. The night feels cold and mysterious and deep.

Wednesday, 6 December 2017

Sad Dream (Night of 5/12/2017)

A funeral of a friend. The church is upstairs. I do not make it to the service. Upset with a deep sadness. Poring over a map of Forres. Remembering those houses - large edifices - that lined the road up the hill, (This road has more in common with London Road Worcester than Forres in waking life).
Talking to someone else that there have been so many people die at work over the last five years - I reel a list of names - five or so... ('and you remember, Chris, the Australian girl...') Is this a lot? Maybe it's not, over a period... but then I think that all the people who died were young...
In a house - white walls, bright light - but a feeling of age - perhaps 136 London Road Worcester? A feeling of change. In the bathroom. I am taking a shit. I suddenly realize that there is a man in there I haven't noticed before. I apologize profusely, but it is too late, I have taken a shit in front of him. I cannot tell whether or not he is angry or apologetic at having witnessed such a base act.